Watered down dreams of distant lovers and exotic places make me feel like I have no soul. I cry knowing I can’t change what I feel; I can’t make people love me. Running in slow motion, go faster. Get away from everything that kills you, destroys you. The world is going to destroy me. Meadows in summer time, lights shinning through blue leaves. Wondering why my silence makes me hurt. Someday we will all be all right. I bow to the graces of eternal happiness. Sometimes I have to let out a big sigh just to be ok. Just to feel sane. It’s in my stomach, deep down. Farther than I ever wanted it to go.